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我还是我？

我到底是谁？

混乱的思绪不停的交战中。。。

何时能停止？

何人能阻止？

太多的问题找不到适当的解答

惟有自欺欺人。。。

 

悲哀不断蔓延。。。无止境。。。

无奈吞噬生活。。。竟是如此的理所当然。。。

为什么？

怎么就连你也无言了吗？

 

行尸走肉。。。为了什么？

我，是谁？

Fiscal WISE Sdn. Bhd. is a pioneer in the Financial Services & Advisory business. Over the last 5 years it has developed a strong reputation of being a truly independent, professional, innovative and effective player in the market. Fiscal WISE's proven system and method enables its consultants to write 3 times more businesses than the market average and is a model for future financial service providers. Career advancement is based on merit. Truly an amazing gateway to success.

Position: Web System Analyst/Programmer

Responsibilities:-
As a software engineer/web developer, you will work on existing and new software projects being developed within the company. You are also a perfectionist, whereby information derived are accurate, up to date and on time.
Your responsibilities in the company includes the following:-

• Analyze, design, develop, integrate, test and document the relevant aspect of the work done by yourself and the team, to meet the business goals.
• Maintain, improve and support the organization's application systems.
• Conduct code review, correct, tests and document changes to existing systems.
• Creates and updates user manuals and other documentations.
• Research and explore new technologies according to company direction. Fresh and innovative ideas are always welcomed.

Requirements:-

• Degree in Computer/IT with good knowledge in Web Programming and Object Oriented Programming.
• Must have relevant experience in software development using Microsoft .Net Framework (1.0/1.1 or 2.0/3.0/3.5)
• Knowledge and hands on experience in Microsoft SQL Server 2000/2005 and Microsoft .NET technologies using ASP.Net and VB.Net
• Knowledge of Apache, PHP and MySQL would be added advantage.
• Strong problem solving skills are critical.
• Self initiative, disciplined, self learning and determination are essential attributes.
• Ability to work well in a team is important.
• Ability to understand the context of IT technology within business is highly desired.
• Able to learn quickly and adapt to latest technologies (includes Microsoft beta products, 3rd party components, interoperability with other platform).
• Certification in Microsoft Certified Solution Developer (MCSD) or Microsoft Certified Application Developer (MCAD) will be very strong advantage.
• Knowledge of mortgage and financial environment would be useful.
• Fresh graduate with great attitude are encouraged to apply.
• Required language(s): English
• Applicants must be Malaysian citizens or hold relevant residence status.

An attractive remuneration package, career advancement and competitive benefits will be provided to the successful candidate. Please submit resume, stating experience, expected salary and contact details to:

Fiscal WISE Sdn Bhd
No. 12-7, Jalan USH9/5T
USJ, Subang Jaya
47620 Selangor
Malaysia *(Please indicate the position applied on the top left hand corner of the envelope)
or Email to : career@fiscal-wise.com.my
Tel: 03-80244816
Fax: 03-92351110
Website: http://www.fiscal-wise.com.my

人生就因为有矛盾才显得更多姿多彩，这也可能是人与人之间相互吸引的地方吧！人海茫茫有的人插肩而过，有的恍如隔世；真是酒逢知己千杯少，话不投机半句多。

 

我很想让我的生活变得不一样，把我变得

〉视野更广阔一些

〉心胸更宽阔一些

〉思维更清晰一些

〉行动更敏捷一些

〉立场更坚定一些

 

渺小的我在心底深处常渴望能碰触到我世界以外的天空。这是贪婪还是不知足？常在想，这世上到底会不会有人能够绑得住不愿停下的凤凰？相信这并不是一件舒适的差事，驯兽师要是少了分耐性，就算是让他们相遇也是徒然。就是没这个能耐，不是吗？如果我不是这么的愤世嫉俗，不是如此的冥顽不灵；那我的际遇到底会不会大不同？但如果真的是那样，那就不会是我了。我的愤世嫉俗，我的冥顽不灵，也正是我的骄傲！！

 

到底还是停不下来呀！每当想停下来的念头出现时都会让我害怕得瑟缩在一个不起眼的楼阁里， 而每当起飞或翱翔在蔚蓝的空中，兴奋的情绪却让我不停地颤抖。冒险家的精神还真是累了身边的人啊！请原谅我的不羁；要知道被驯服的老鹰只能称之为家禽，那是多么的悲哀呀！让你看着我飞，那不好吗？

 

这样的我，还真是独一无二的怪人啊！冰冻三尺非一日之寒。。。 。。。

 

朋友们，你爱的就是这样的我吗？认识你，真好！

Qii Bing, my dear, so good to know you!!

 

No one can deny the fact that the strong relationship within qii bing. I feel so lucky that I'm one of the member in qii bing and hope our friendship will be forever. All of you are so good and all the memories with you are the sweet memories that I won't forgot it in my life.

 

Sometimes I'm also will feel tired about the life although I'm so exciting about my current job. When my heart was tired, your spirit always let me feel warm like the battery can't survive without the charger. Family and friends always let me feel that I'm still alive and humanize, this is a great thing that we are still alve and can know each other.

 

People always think that I'm a brave and independent girl, but no matter how strong or how positive thinking in my mind; to be quite honest about it, family and friendship are very important to me; especially when I'm need someone to listen to me or share something with me. My dear, i'm really appreciate every moment together with you.

 

Cheers.............

雨天过后天空会出现美丽的彩虹，但是再美丽的彩虹也会消失眼前。即将消失的彩虹，不是你要留就能把它留住的；因为你根本就没那一个能耐，不是吗？

 

当你对我。。。

不再有关心，

不再有呵护时；

 

那我也能够对你。。。

不再有依恋,，

不再有感觉。

 

当彼此之间缺乏沟通时，别再说你爱我；任何的谎言我都不想再接受。双方的思想无法交流时，勉强一起是不会有幸福的；我想离开了，请放手让我走。你自私的爱让我感觉很沉重，一个失去翅膀的老鹰，活着也太残忍了；我要的自由你是无法认同的。离开你之后反而让我感到无比的轻松，也很庆幸我的初恋终于结束了；这样的想法真的很悲哀。无论如何都已结束了，或许像我这样个性的女孩不太适合谈恋爱吧！不再期望梦幻式的爱情，因为男人不想给也给不起 ～ ～